Coming Clean

August 4th, 2009
I wonder if I think too much for a 17 year old. This blog probably proves that I do. I want to thank anyone has read any of this first of all.
There is this song by Green Day (I’ve been listening to them a lot lately) that I’ve known for a long time but means something more to me now than it did a couple years ago because I am listening to it and I am actually 17. It really does say it all.

Seventeen and strung out on confusionTrapped inside a roll of disillusionI found out what it takes to be a manWell, Mom and Dad will never understandSecrets collecting dust but never forgetSKELETONS come to LIFE in my closetI found out what it takes to be a manWell, Mom and Dad will never understandWHAT'S HAPPENING TO MESeventeen and COMING CLEAN for the first timeI finally figured out myself for the first timeI found out what it takes to be a manMom and Dad will never understandWHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME

I’m finally going away to college, a year early no less. I thought this would take so much longer to happen. Wow. I hope it shows to all be worth it.